Lost.
In the middle of my graduation exams, here I am, watching The Office . The episode? S7 Ep22: Goodbye Michael. Michael tells Kevin, "You should never settle for who you are," (because he's fat) but to Andy, he says, "I have faith in you." And just like that, he says goodbye to everyone and leaves. Emotional AF. Anyway, back to real life. Why am I writing this? Honestly, I don’t know. Actually, I do. I’m writing this as a promise to my future self that this low point I’ve hit, I will fix it. What’s wrong with me? Physical Health Overeating fruits post iftaar (which is backfiring, obviously). Haven’t hit the gym in a month. I am 74-75 Kgs rn. Goal is 62-63! Not taking marathon prep seriously. Sleep schedule? Completely wrecked. Mental Health Can’t focus, not even in Tarawih prayers. Feeling puzzled and confused all the time. Stress is piling up. In General Addicted to perfectionism. Addicted to The Office . Doing everything except studying. Not taking graduati...